By The Eva Monkey on Thursday, May 5th, 2005
It’s times like this that I find very very difficult to maintain my reserve. In my infinite Eva geekery, I’ve spent a lot of time on the internet. Read a lot of bad fan fiction, stumbled across too much disturbing doujinshi, read some incredibly idiotic theories, and dealt with a lot of unsavoury individuals. I remember one time some guy tried to convince me that he was learning to harness his chi in order to perform energy blasts akin to Goku in Dragon Ball. That being said, I’ve had my patience tested repeatedly over the past several years. And its stumbling across stuff like this Wiki that makes me ask myself “why in the hell I do this?”. I have a love & hate relationship for this fandom that is largely hate these days. I would very much like to move on, but this is probably the most prosperous thing I’ve ever had going for me, and I don’t want to give up halfway. This isn’t about Wikis as much as its about my severe need to learn to practice a greater degree of humility, tolerance, reserve, and patience.
And no, Dr. Akagi, I will not tickle your clit.